Hey beautifuls!
Another week has flown by, holy crap. I literally feel like time is going by so fast LOL. Overrall this week was much more boring and crappy needless to say than last week was. At the moment I'm doing better and feeling good, but I'm also feeling my anxiety of the things that will be coming up for me. I go back to school in 8 days, I have to make an appt. to see my financial aid advisor, I have to buy my books....oh ya know the usual! It's just been a very boring week overall, but I will break it down again for y'all since I know some of you care and want to know what's been going on with me!
LAST Sunday, David and I went blueberry picking with his mom and it was actually really fun. (Pics on Instagram!) It sort of sucked when we first got there though since there were bees flying everything and little nat bugs going in our faces and flying all around us. Then again it was 10 in the morning, and we were picking from bushes that were over-ripe...(FAIL!). But it was a lot of fun to pick blueberries with David. Near the end I seriously couldn't get him to stop! We would walk by more and he'd go and pick them like, "Babe stop we have enough!" ...A FULL BUCKET to be exact! I still have some left at my house as we speak! :)
Monday to Thursday nothing really happened. I pretty much stayed in my house all day and watched movies, hung around with my mom, my sister, and my pets. My sister, Jess most of y'all have seen on my Instagram or the 'Sister Tag' we did together on my channel a few years ago, went back to school Wednesday. She's in 8TH GRADE NOW. HOLY SHIT. Time flies wayyyyyy too fast! :O And her best friend, IS A FRESHMAN IN HIGH SCHOOL. :O WHEN DID THAT HAPPEN?! I feel old. :P I did watch a lot of Saywink's youtube videos though. I love her, she's awesome! Y'all should go subscribe to her cause she's really really amazing! LOL as we speak again I'm still watching her videos...(shh..I'm not a creep!) :P I had my incident with VSPINK as most of y'all know from Instagram with them sending me the wrong shorts..I pretty much already said the whole story but basically they sent me a replacement and it was the same ones they sent in the first place...AND charged me shipping to ship the other pair back. WHEN THEY SAID I WOULDN'T BE CHARGED. Needless to say I'm tired of Victoria's Secret's shit. I'll be honest with y'all through and through with my channel, social media, in person, and on my blog. I'm getting really sick of a lot of the BS sales they've been doing or even many of their products being low quality. Same with Bath and Body Works. I also decided that I'm limiting my spending at both places as much as I will allow myself to. Reason being? I'm sick of this and it's making it not to be as fun anymore...but that's another rant for another day!
Then on Friday, I was happy and excited to go to David's like I always do and see my mother in law and talk, and just be away from my house for a couple days. But what happened that afternoon was a complete shock to me that I'm still shocked by and will probably still be until I get home. Most of y'all already know, but my teddy bear hamster Cynthia passed away. It was devastating to me because it was so sudden and so quick. The story is pretty much I was cleaning her cage like I do, and I placed her in her ball she rolls around in so my Mom could watch her. All of a sudden my mom screams to be that something's wrong with Cynthia. So I ran in there and she said that she squealed and laid down. She did kick her feet for a few seconds and then she was gone. </3 I was heartbroken and still am. We think she might've had a heart attack or a stroke since earlier when I took her out she wasn't laying right when she slept in her cage, I thought she was dead when I poked her to get her out. But she was fine, fine until this happened. My mom said she was trying to roll herself into a ball inside her ball before walking around and then having her heart attack. ): Maybe she knew that this was coming? Even still I'm heartbroken. She wasn't just my hamster, she was my little baby girl that I talked to everyday, that was always there when I was sad and alone. I could just take her out of her cage and be happy. I never felt alone when I slept at night, and she was just my little girl. She was like my child to be honest. I'm still upset and I will be for a while...which doesn't help my already hurting mind. </3 But in time things will get better. We buried her in my backyard with the other animals we've buried from the past. She was an amazing little girl and I'm going to miss her everyday. )'''': For anyone wondering, I had her for 15 months, a little over. She could've been a little bit older when I bought her from Petco and she was healthy.
SO after all that happened I was upset and went to David's like usual. Waited till 11PM until he got out of work..-_- needless to say I hate his work sometimes. Went to sleep and today we woke up, went to Dunkin as always..AND I HAD MY FIRST PUMPKIN COFFEE OF THE SEASON OMFG! :DDDDD I'm so happy Pumpkin coffee is back at Dunkin! I'm not a big fan of pumpkin, most of y'all already knew that, but I LOVEEEEE Dunkin's Pumpkin Coffee! <3 I also went to the mall and did a TEENY BIT of retail therapy for myself and I also just made an online order. I bought things for my mom and for my sister, since the shirt I got my mom is an inside joke, and the wristlet for my sister was free! :D
Right now at this moment I feel sad now that I just typed all that about Cynthia. I feel anxious as hell but I'm okay for the most part. I am starting to get back to a good place and all as well! I decided when school starts I'll be spending a couple days there a week to get school work done, since it's nearly impossible at home sometimes! And so I can see some of my Goodwin subbies/instagram buddies! :P I am also considering coming back to YouTube earlier than I planned because I miss y'all and I hate being away like this. Life is so boring without YouTube keeping me entertained....let me tell you. -_- But I am thinking about that still!
I hope y'all had a good last week of summer/happy back to school for those who have or will go back this and next week!
Til next week, I love you. <3
Love,
Sam<3
Cynthia Belle Rose 'Putridity' <---inside joke!
5/23/14 * 8/29/14
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Forever my little baby girl.
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