Hey beautifuls!
So this past week has been...boring and just bleech. I've come to the terms that basically I will be going back to school next week, and that life is going to start again for me. Ugh. I wish I could just stay away with no school work or do anything but that's not life! I won't lie I completely forgot I was going to do a blog post this week...LOL FAIL. Mainly because I'm really into watching Nicole Christine's videos! :P (xCherryBo0m7x) :D ABSOLUTELY LOVE HER! <3 I just re-watched her real and raw video where she was talking about the bad relationship she was in and just everything she was saying, I felt with that toxic person that I had let go of a month ago nearly. I just literally started bawling my eyes out because that's how I felt and still do slightly even though it's in the past now.
BUTTTT anyways I will try to back track literally what my week was like I don't even really remember all that well to be honest! :O Sunday David and I didn't know what to do cause we were bored like always...LOL so we went to the Westfarms mall near me. I got another of my LUSH fresh face mask and then FINALLY after well actually a month or so we had Taco Bell! It has seriously been forever since I had Taco Bell with David so for me this was a big deal! :P It was also my Daddy's birthday so I was a little sad that he's not with us to celebrate, but I'm sure he had the time of his life up there! I'm so jealous he probably met Talia before me! <3
I did lose my TV remote the end of last week so I was using the AT&T Remote app on my phone and not only was it a life saver..BUT IT WAS A PAIN IN MY BATOOT. Yes I just used the word, 'batoot'. Not idea if its a word, but it's gunna be one now. :P SO that was a pain, my sleeping schedule has been really messed up soooo bad but I'm working on going to bed at a reasonable time again and waking up how I used to. Not sleep until 10-11am in the morning! But in the meantime, I managed to clean, vacuum, and dust the living crap out of my room! 2 days and it's so much cleaner I couldn't be happier. Especially getting rid of a lot of junk I just didn't need anymore!
Tuesday was still morning cleaning, and I went grocery shopping with my mom. See what y'all don't know is that my mom likes to get things done early like 8-8:30am in the morning. So when I was having my messed up sleeping schedule and sleeping tip 10-11am I wasn't able to go. Which was really bad for her and for when she goes to Walmart because I am a crazy coupon lady! :P So she wasn't able to use coupons and it was just a mess...lol. And since last week I didn't leave the house at all, I didn't like that. I felt lonely and like a hermit even though I had my mom and my sister to talk to before she went back to school.
Wednesday My mom and I went to Walmart of course and I only bought 2 things. WHAT?! Yeah I said it, 2 THINGS! Which I will show y'all in a collective haul that I'm planning in a few months, so I'm excited for that! (:
From there on end it was just errands everyday with my mom basically. I literally hated getting up early but I knew that was something I had to get used to doing again, since like I said my sister going back to school, I was going back to school, etc. I was taking naps during the day throughout the entire week too so I'm happy that that made up for a lot of sleep I lost going to bed at 1am, waking up at 7:30am. :O But Thursday, my mom and I went into Petco because I did want to look at the animals, I WASN'T INTENDING ON BUYING ANOTHER ANIMAL. I'm saying that for the record because I know that Cynthia just passed last Friday, and all of y'all are probably like, "WTF Sam, what are you going?" Tbh I didn't even know! I decided to get another teddy bear hamster sort of spur the moment. (Her pic is below!) Her name is Penelope, and she's seriously adorable, cute, but still a baby so she did bite me and she does get scared and skiddish right now. But I'm hoping when she grows up a little more she won't be so afraid. SO I had gotten her, and then my sister wanted one, I guess my mom made a promise to my sister that she would get her a hamster too since I had gotten Cynthia a year ago? I have no idea. But we went back to Petco after I went to my school to do my FAFSA...(college problems!) and got Penelope's sister, Lola. Which looks exactly like Cynthia but different colors. There was one in the cage that looked EXACTLY like Cynthia too which broke my heart. </3 But needless to say both hamsters are adorable, have adjusted well, and we discovered this Friday not to put them in the same cage because they will FIGHT. Even though they were together the day before. I'm guessing its' a territorial thing like with cats and dogs.
When I initially got Penelope on Thursday, the girl that took her out and everything told us to watch out for something called 'wet tail'. Now when I come back to YouTube I think I'll talk about it for the most part. But I think that this is what killed Cynthia. I honestly had no knowledge of this disease or condition for hamsters and small animals until she told me, and that's when everything clicked in my head of the way she was acting, and then her sudden passing. SO I am angry and upset about it but she is in a better place now, watching over her little sisters, Penelope and Lola. </3
Also on Friday David's mom had dropped her iPhone 5C and then her phone wouldn't work. The screen is black, it vibrates, and when we call it it rings. SO I'm guessing when she dropped it the screen was knocked out of place or died? Verizon insurance refuses to do anything about it so we're going to the Apple Store tomorrow for our appointment to see if they can replace the screen or fix it. I'm not going to bash Verizon because the insurance company isn't a part of them. But I think that they should be more hands on if phones break, and the insurance company shouldn't deny a claim because there was 'no physical damage'. -_- But that's this world nowadays! David's mom and I that Friday literally went to 2 verizons and 1 best buy and they couldn't help us, now she has no phone, NO HOUSE PHONE, so there's no way for someone to get in contact with her. Which I feel really bad because I offered her to take my phone last night if she was going out or today when she went to work and she said no. Her phone's literally like her life because it's not just for her down time but THE ONLY WAY work can get in contact with her. SO I feel horrible about this and I'm thinking that if Apple won't fix the phone, and Verizon's insurance won't do anything, I'll just let her use my old 4S for now. I feel bad about all this because if it was me...I'D BE FREAKING THE FUCK OUT. :O
Now it's Saturday and David and I really didn't do much today besides errands, relaxing, and making food and he currently gets out in a half hour from work. (YAY!) So this has basically been my week, I'm really tired at the moment so I apologize if it seems rambley and boring haha! But I didn't forget y'all this week, promise! After tonight I'm realizing more and more how crappy my life is without youtube and how much y'all mean to me. <3 I can't wait to get back to filming soon! Overrall this week hasn't been too too bad mentally, and I've been feeling a lot better, I think slowly but surely I'll be back to myself. But I am still dealing with the aftermath and rhelms of this toxic person that I had allowed in my life so long it's almost like starting over and that sort of scares the hell out of me! I am feeling a little slightly depressed right now and at times, but they're VERY minor compared to what they used to be and I also think it's because mother nature is approaching...UGH! But I am doing better and I hope all of y'all had an awesome week! :D
Until next week, I love you.
Love,
Sam<3
PS- Some random people I graduated high school with started following me on Instagram this week..is that weird? Maybe they found my channel? LOL. #randomsamthoughts :P
Penelope! :D -She prefers the saucer than the regular wheel!<3
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