I Feel Hurt..

Hey y'all!

So I normally don't post stuff like this or make a big deal out of things anymore, but this kinda got to me this morning and I felt like I should blog about it rather than making a video.

I'm not calling out any names here cause I really don't know but this morning I checked my videos in my video manager. (Obviously because I was uploading one today and I wanted to edit the settings, etc.) But when I did, I saw that basically all my videos from the beginning of the week of Aug 28th, that someone INTENTIONALLY. Yes I'm accusing here, disliked my videos from that date on.

Now normally to me this wouldn't be a big deal and I really don't care. But in this case I do because it seemed and looked intentional to me. I find it personally rude and disrespectful. (Haha I find most things that way half the time anyways!) But I really did because it looked like someone felt like being an a**hole and decided to dislike my videos. I'm starting to think it was some people in my family that I'm estranged against cause I don't believe in their views with false happiness, etc. HOWEVER, it could also be a hater. Which if it is that case then why would you dislike them? Did you seriously not like them? Or did you do it to feel like you're cool? Cause it's not.

This is one of the reasons that I disabled ratings before when I first started making beauty videos. It's one thing to dislike cause you really DISLIKE the video, but to have it look intentional is not okay. So like I said instead of making a video b****ing about this, I wrote a blog and I hope my point gets across here better than in a video.

I'm from here on today disabling the ratings bar on my videos from the ones that were intentionally disliked and on until I'm more comfortable again. AGAIN it's NOT that I'm disliking because I don't want anyone to dislike my videos, its more of how it looks intentional and that's not cool. As a youtuber, and in the beauty community it's hurtful for some people that have no lives decide they want to sit on their a**es all day and hate on people's videos. NOT OKAY.

I hope you guys understand where I'm coming from with this, and since this morning I haven't let it bother me anymore and I won't ever again. I just felt I needed to get this out of my head to let you guys know and so we can move on and have fun and be happy! (:

I love all my subbies and everyone that has supported me here on YouTube I seriously wouldn't be here without you guys! <3 I love you all!

NOW LET'S MOVE ON TO HAPPIER VIDEOS AND POSITIVE VIBES! (:

xoxo,
Sam<3